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Old Jul 14, 2020, 07:35 PM
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I'm kinda of freaked out. My father died about 15 months ago. I hadn't seen him in 20 years before his stroke at the end. For about 2 months before he had the stroke I would hallucinate seeing him at this one particular place in town, wearing a specific shirt he used to wear all the time. The hallucinations stopped just about the time he had the stroke (it took a while for them to find us).

I posted recently about "Mark" who has been part of my family for 25 years and is now dying of lung cancer. And today I hallucinated Mark.

It's all part of my mixed episode and tonight's boost in AP will nearly certainly fix it but it was really frightening. Too much going on in my brain at once.
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