I didn't really notice not seeing you today at 10.30am.- It was seven mins past that before I even realized. It's not my usual session time and I won't be coming on friday.

I get that I'm making it harder for myself. and I did feel lower today.
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I paid tuition fees for the upcoming year and now with a significantly lower bank balance I'm just feeling anxious about money.

I have to collect the confirmation letter tomorrow and submit it, but everything with that is finally getting sorted out.

I also messaged old best friend number 3/4. One at a time. I'm just sorry about hurting everyone. It will be the one year anniversary on the 7th of august for my grandmother and every 28th of the month is hard because of X. It will be three months now.