Mindfulness is today considered a mehtod for living a fulfilling life. It is to be chieved mainly through meditation. Now, apart from the difficulty of meditation, I'm way more allured by the idea of mindlesness. The only things I can be mindful about are my fears and my anguishes. Happyness, for me, is the result of a unreasonable sort of... uncaring, mindless attitude. I always practiced a littel meditation, but now I don't know if it is good or not.
The problem is hardly relavant, cause my meditative skill is really poor
But I just wonder if I'm doing something positive at all.