thanks guys!

im coping... but T is away, so i am really feeling lonely and lost.. i was feeling disconnected from him as it was.

i am really working hard on this biz idea.. this is what i want for now, and as an npo it would be giving back to the community. i need to work hard now to build my portfolio and apply to grad school. There are so many things that i need to be on top of... it's overwhelming.

i am worried about biting off more than i can chew.. fret fret fret

im making a um.. "special" outfit for grad.. ha.. not a normal outfit lets say.. if im going to be a sore thumb i may as well go all the way with it.. it IS art school after all.