I have this problem when manic. Before I was married (and even shortly after I met my husband almost) I ruined lots of relationships because of it. Now I just (sorry for tmi) release the tension through masturbation. It’s the only thing I know to do when I get that way. During the worst manic episode I’ve had to date, I literally masturbated 10 times in one day. My husband has no idea either. It would be really awkward I think to fill him in on it.
Also, my t and pdoc (this one and ones of the past) have ALL always acknowledged hyper sexuality.
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Every finger in the room is pointing at me
I want to spit in their faces then I get afraid of what that could bring
I got a bowling ball in my stomach I got a desert in my mouth
Figures that my courage would choose to sell out now
Tori Amos ~ Crucify
Dx: Schizoaffective Disorder
Last edited by cashart10; Jul 15, 2020 at 11:00 PM.
Reason: What my doctor said
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