One time it was kinda mentionned, but not really that seriously. And I still will never forget it. It freaked me out.

But if it's helpful to a person in the long run... then although it is scary, then maybe its for the best. But I'm not presuming to place a judgement on your situation ((((((((HALLIEBETH))))))))))) ... it has to be your T's and your own decision about what you do. I dont think she can force you to go unless you're a danger to yourself, and she knows about it.

I think she cares about your wellbeing.