I think I have a genuine and caring relationship with L. There's a very good chance I'll be running out of money next year. We've talked about how thay would work with fees. She said she believes that all her clients have to pay for sessions, but she can make her rate really low. She didn't say how much exactly, so we'll see. And she has told me that she will remain my therapist for as long as I want her to. I love her very much, and I know she loves me. She's done many things that go way above and beyond what she needed to do. I don't post a lot of it because I want to cherish parts of our relationship to myself. But one example is that she's going to do a session with me on my birthday, a Saturday, which she doesn't work on. Or she has been writing me reminder emails every day since the virus started. I have now shared two major secrets with her, and she hasn't left me.