I have been where you are before....It sucks! I know how it feels to think that things are never going to change, things will always be this bad. That isn't true, though. It took me many many years to find meds that worked and a T that I like and can deal with my issues.
I am 33 now and JUST last year I found the right meds and the right T.
I just wanted you to know that you are not alone and things do get better in time...in the mean time it is very very very hard.

I sure hope you find something that works for you!

BJ