Had an appointment with med provider and I said little! I don't know what happened?! She was late and that threw me off. She wasn't mad, concerned yes but not mad. When I said I was fine, she seemed glad. I'm wondering if she is losing faith in meds. I know my solution. I need to forgive myself and in time get off meds. Meds cause harm in my life, and my situation is caused by society and relationships. I want to have open dialogue with people around me. But I feel trapped.