Dear T,
I have this stupid fear that you're going to be annoyed with me, that you'll realize I was wording things in the hopes that you'd reply last night. I hope my other email saying I just needed to get things out, that we can talk more in session will somehow help. And it's not like I called or even texted you. OK, trying to talk myself out of that fear....


I wish we could talk for 2 hours today. Or 3. Or just like all day... I wish I could actually see you, to sit in your office. That would give me some sort of comfort...
Love,
LT