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Originally Posted by BeyondtheRainbow
My Charlie cat just died in my arms. It's too awful to explain. He's been sick for a few days but got much worse over night. I feel awful, like I may have missed him getting worse because I was so sedated by the clozapine dose. I'm going to miss him so much. He was only 3.
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Pets are family members, you love them unconditionally with your heart so I know it must hurt so much. You shouldn’t blame yourself, which I know in hindsight is hard. You didn’t make your cat sick or create the illness. I know you feel responsible but you loved and took care of your cat the best you could and I’m sure he/she was loved and well taken care of.
From experience, I know how hard it is to lose a pet. I know it’s nowhere near the same, but with my divorce my ex got to keep Biscuit (the dog). I literally cried for days knowing I’d never see her again and how much I love her... it was even harder because out of that marriage she’s the only one who loved me back and without ulterior motives or judgement.
I’ll be thinking about you. I just wanted to say it’s clear from even your post you loved your cat and hindsight is 20/20, you were a good owner.