i sorta feel the same way about L. that she's the best fit for me in a lot of ways and that's why i keep going back to her even after I had found a new t i wanted to interview before the stupid pandemic hit here so hard (but he didn't call me back). she's been a huge help in the last few weeks in video sessions even though we had a mess of one 2+ weeks ago, it ended up leading to some really good work a few days ago. i wish you the best however you decide!