I've been reading a book "Owning Bipolar" its quite interesting. I'm still in denial and I'm happy to tell you all that as its no secret.

What I want to know is how can I have bipolar 1 and NOT be creative. I have no creativity bone in my body.

I can't write poetry, play an instrument, paint, draw, sketch, do drama, sew, stitch, take photographs that great etc etc

Nothing at all. I feel like a complete fraud. I feel I don't deserve to have type 1 and I feel kinda sad.