Thanks guys, its really annoying as all I read and see is productive and creative in mania I have neither. How I ever got the diagnosis is beyond me. Even when flying high im not productive. Granted way back in 2009/2010 prior to medication and diagnosis i had a thing where I would deep clean my flat but thats it. I'm the complete opposite now im so lazy even when high i don't have the urge to do that.

I find it really hard to swallow i mean the whole bipolar thing like where do I stand with it?