Haven't been sleeping nearly as much as I usually do the past few days and racing thoughts are a thing but it's not bothering me I really like feeling sped up. I've been dissociating more too. Starting to think going back to work/getting off disability was a bad idea. At least the job only lasts a few months. I'm kinda dreading going in today because I work in the sun and it's supposed to be 99 degrees today and I have a sore throat and I do a lot of yelling and again I'm pretty sure my coworkers either hate me or are scared of me. Either way they're being assholes to me. But at least I've got music! I can feel it in my soul!

Edit: Just put in my two weeks. It was kinda impulsive but I don't regret it. I'll find something better. I'll MAKE something better.