I’ve been mixing medications all day. Benzos with visteral, high doses of melatonin with antibiotics. How do you admit to people you have a legit issue?

Can you explain why you mix the meds? Is it intentional?

I told my therapist I have secrets. One is that I am very attracted to her. There’s no way I can tell her that.

You know, it's not at all unusual for a client to be attracted to their therapist.

The second one is that I have an issue with medications and am addicted to Xanax. My doctor prescribed me the Xanax almost 2 years ago and in 2 years I only went one day without taking one and I got sick physically and felt like crap mentally. No one knows how bad this is. Not my family or my team.

Do you mean addicted as in you don't want to stop taking Xanax? Or do you mean that your physically addicted to it?

I definitely want to stop taking Klonopin, but I get very ill if I miss even 1 dose. Coming off of it is going to take a very specific plan.

I took 15 milligrams of melatonin so I could sleep. Now I feel super lethargic and also super agitated as well. I forgot I had a lot of antibiotics in my system. Not good. I feel like throwing up.

I think the suggested max dose for melatonin is 10mgs., but I know people who take more.