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Old Jul 19, 2020, 10:30 PM
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Originally Posted by Mountaindewed View Post
I’ve been mixing medications all day. Benzos with visteral, high doses of melatonin with antibiotics. How do you admit to people you have a legit issue? I told my therapist I have secrets. One is that I am very attracted to her. There’s no way I can tell her that. The second one is that I have an issue with medications and am addicted to Xanax. My doctor prescribed me the Xanax almost 2 years ago and in 2 years I only went one day without taking one and I got sick physically and felt like crap mentally. No one knows how bad this is. Not my family or my team.

I took 15 milligrams of melatonin so I could sleep. Now I feel super lethargic and also super agitated as well. I forgot I had a lot of antibiotics in my system. Not good. I feel like throwing up.
Why are you mixing meds? and why are you mixing an antibiotic in with them? Are you sick with an infection ?

Lots of clients are attracted to there T's not uncommon. You can tell he or she so you can get it out in the open..

I have been on and off Xanax 10 years or so now . I am not addictive as in I get a bottle and take 10 to get a high, My body is physically "addicted" Ive gotten off them over the years sometimes flipping to Klonopin, Valium or Ativan. Once detoxed while IP .. Many Pdocs now will take a person that is on Xanax and flip them to Valium... its a longer acting Benzo and then begin to taper over a couple months. Going off a Benzo of any kind cold turkey can cause seizures , so never just quit.

Do you want off the Xanax ? does your Pdoc want you off them? Trust me providers understand how a personas body can become dependant on benzos.. Its nothing shocking to them, its part of there job to care for people who are on them.

But why are you taking lots of antibiotics?
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