Mostly... thru the 23 years of therapy... have been respectful of my therapists... meaning.. no name calling.. no yelling... no violent behavior.. no swearing.. no raising of voice...

always working at getting to a common understanding...

I do... think... that a Therapist that chooses.. to work with a DIDer... that is on a very severe end... and with a person that has had horrific abuse in their life... and one that has.. an eating disorder.. and a chronic illness like fibrom.. with pain... and a patient that is withdrawing from her medicines with painful w/d sypthoms...

well... perhaps some flexiblity could be allowed... or... some...little... bit of recognition.... that once.. in 16 months... one might say... "full of crap"....

haven't called my T a "jerk"... lol.. have thought.. "putz" to myself... and outside of therapy... but haven't said it.. in session...

so... looking at how I describe.. myself.. have to think... whether I want to work with any T...

perhaps my problems... are "just to big"... for any therapist to take on... and

perhaps... there is a great deal going on in my life.. with being so physically ill...

and.. well... really.... a very good time for a break from therapy...

ya know???