@will19 - I can relate a lot to what you've said. For the first part of lockdown I was pretty happy, because it allowed me to feel like I wasn't being lazy if I stayed at home and isolated. As lockdown started easing I became progressively more anxious at the prospect of being forced to go out and once again feeling like a failure because I didn't want to. There are some things about lockdown that annoy me - beaches are closed, it can be uncomfortable wearing a mask when you go for a run, and we have a curfew - but it feels like a massive waste that the world does just seem to be going back to "normal" without really assessing whether that normal was a good thing.