I think my T wants me to be working on my goals, to be truthful with her about SH/SI, to talk to her first before SH/SI, to communicate with her if I can't make it for whatever reason. I recently had asked to reschedule an appointment but then was able to work out the original time so I asked if I could have that back. I told T sorry I was being such a pain. She said I wasn't being a pain and that she was there to serve me not the other way around. Interesting how she put that.