An emergency can differ. What I've been told is, if you are suicidal & have the proverbial knife to the wrist, that's an emerg. If you really feel you cannot take it & know you can't, that would be one as well. Only YOU yourself can say if it's strong enough to go to the hospital.
Please never feel you are rambling or that you have to shut up. Support groups are for support.
I'll be online a little bit if you get this & feel a need to talk.
Love,
RhysMadison