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Originally Posted by BethRags
Empty nest was the hardest and most vicious thing I've ever been through. For much of a decade I was miserable, and it felt like there was no one to talk with about how I felt. I really believe there needs to be more support for moms who are empty-nesters. I couldn't find anything IRL or online when I needed support. |
I watched more of those videos tonight. One was my sister's senior vocal recital when she was 22. She was so good!! I cried watching! And I've never had that reaction to music before. I definitely didn't when I saw the recital live back then. I am also mourning the loss of my singing voice. Watching my sister sing so well made me think I could never sing like that back then and I still can't. My emotions are all over the place. There were more clips of my kids when they were little and me 5 months pregnant with N3. (Boy was I fat! Im probably fatter now!) I'm so sad and lonely. I've never lived alone and its only been two weeks!
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