I can't be sure am not attracted to women sexually as have never been with a woman, but I don't fantasise about being with women or have any real drive to be with one. S
But I would say women are bodily and sometimes racially more attractive. Just wonder if I did end up in a situation where a woman kissed me or something, whether I would be genuinely tempted to kiss her back or go further. Maybe that's bi curious or maybe I have repressed it that much that I would make a point of resisting. Sometimes I get urges when close to men or women to kiss them, but I don't necessarily think of them as attractive. But anything further with men I know never goes well. I just have never seriously thought of having a relationship with a woman and when I see lesbian couples I don't feel like I could do that.

Sexually I probably won't do anything.

There is the other thing, have been getting more interested in Christianity lately, and of course Jesus never expressly said anything about homosexuality, but it is mentioned by his disciples as 'perverse' and something He might frown upon. But as am not really bothered anyway, I don't see it as a big deal. Don't think sexually I can do anything or should as as soon as I do I feel obliged to do things I don't want to, and with the conflicting feelings is probably a bad idea to start anything with anyone.

Am not judging anyone who is gay, btw. I recognise Christianity and its beliefs are not for everyone and a lot of people think it's rubbish. Am happy for anyone who is happy in any relationship. Is a personal thing.