Dear T,
I was driving D to camp today and started crying when I passed the exit for your office. I'm not sure whether to actually admit that to you. You did ask the other day what I felt was missing from online therapy, but then we got sidetracked. I had typed up an email about it that evening but opted not to send it. Maybe we need to talk about it... I'm worried you won't go back to in person until winter now, with schools pushing things back so much and cases rising around the country (only slightly in our area, but still). I don't really want to ask--I want to keep hope that maybe it could be, say, late September. I calculated that it's been a little over 4 months since I last saw you in person, but it feels like about a year (same for, say, the last time I went out with H or a friend). I wish we could like do a session outside or something, but you said no to that without my even asking. Though maybe you'd considering changing that? I don't know. We wouldn't have to talk about anything particularly deep. Or maybe I could do that thing where I talk to you from my car then you come outside from your office and wave to me at the end of session, but I worry that will just make me more sad. (I would also need to get a new car first!)
Love,
LT