Hey Thank you for your reply!

I guess i needed some validation on my sanity? I still have periods of second guessing myself on this and im in no Contact right now but im affraid of consequences since i have the feeling he is dangerous in a way, this is also why im here. I want to make sure there is some safe, emotional backup in case there will happen some more. You mentioned narccisism, i would go even further and say he has psychopatic tendencies, but definetly cluster B.