I think I’m ok bipolar wise. It’s just difficult to tell with all this massive pain I have going on right now. But I don’t have any throat anxiety and when I have that then it means my bipolar symptoms are out of whack. My therapist says she’s noticed a difference since the increase in Geodon. And so have I. Just this pain is outrageous. I’m trying to get into see a doctor but I callEd over an hour ago and I haven’t heard back. My regular one is out on leave. My cat who usually ignores me was very affectionate this morning and was nudging up against my arm and trying to climb on me. I’ve read they do that when humans are sick. They can sense it or something. Some can even detect cancer.