One in the morning and I am jacked outta my flipping mind. I could run to the moon, no problemo. Wanna ride the bike but it is not safe with federal Trump cops here everywhere and my mental state. Maybe I can clean my place or something. No email. No texts. My cable bill is 600 freaking dollars!! How come I can't notice this until it is already full-on. Feel like such a crappy patient. And person.