I believe I'm interacting with the souls of people. And fighting for my soul from Satan. I don't think I'm anyone other than myself by I have parallel lives cause I'm off course, and it angers me that I'm not living my best life.
God performed healing on me. He healed my ankle so i can walk without pain. Satan wanted my soul so he healed my vision. For a year i didn't need glasses. Than one day bad vision returned. I gave up the 20/15 vision for my soul.
I'd rather be with God. It was a fight. Satan promised me my dreams. Had already given me perfect vision. I said no I choose God. Even if i have to struggle my whole life i choose God. And well i wear bifocals now but i can walk without pain.
Later when I got out of the hospital and back to mom's God healed my ankle. It was my blessing. Miss my perfect eyes but would rather have my soul.
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Son: 14, 12/15/2009 R.I.P.
Daughter: 20
Diagnosis: Bipolar with Psychosis. Latuda 100 mgs.
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