Why do I feel as if I have nothing, yet so much, going on?

I seem to wake up in an existential crisis every morning. It’s never anything major. It’s like I look at every new notification and email and there’s some questions that come to me.

And yet I pose to myself, again, the question: aren’t I not cut out for a philosophy degree? As this stuff comes so naturally to me.

Anyway
Today I do feel a wave of depression on me but I’ve been in a bit of a depression for 2 days now. A bit more, as it seemed to have started with the school thing.

It’s time for me to stop asking of others approval of life situations.