I still write him because he is supportive and kind. He is nice to me though we have never met. He says he will come visit but I am not counting on this due to the pandemic. So, I am alone but am happy. I don't see anything wrong with communicating with him. He is upbeat and encourages me. I do like him but am in no hurry to meet him. If he comes, I will meet him, of course. He has his problems too which I have tried to encourage him too to overcome. He is my age and very nice. I like him but also like being alone. I think we are good online friends although he says he wants me to be faithful to him. Well, I am faithful to him because I have no interest in meeting other men for now. He accepts my illness and this has been a major reason why I like him a lot. He never puts my illness against me and has always encouraged me. I do like him personally. He wants to meet me when possible. So, here I am writing about it because I am all alone but feel happy with him.

He is Muslim and is European descent. He is well-educated and classy. He is very sweet! He is also very sexy. But, this may be my fantasizing about him. I am not religious and don't know much about Islam. But, he is kind to me and accepts me for me. I like him but know since he is married, I will never be a priority in his life. I don't mind because I like my solitude for now. He talks about taking care of his mother to me but never talks about his wife to me. He also never talks about his children with me. He talks about business and his mother often though. We flirt occasionally. I know he likes me too. So, this is what attracts me to him.

I really don't want a regular relationship. I really like my solitude at times. He has been perfect for me because I don't have to deal with him all of the time. I don't know if this is odd, but it works for me.

I did date one man near by and this married man said he was not going to talk to me anymore if I slept with this other man. So, I did not. I felt quite odd because here I was listening to an online married man tell me what to do. But, I'm glad I did not sleep with the near by man because of the pandemic.
So, this married man saved me from harm.

Since this incident, I have not dated anybody else and don't intend to do so because of the pandemic.

He talks about other women he has been involved with. This does not bother me because I have talked about other men with him.

So, we are online friends for now and confide in each other for now. I don't mind seeing him if he comes here too. I feel like retiring from the dating scene and have. I am happy with my set up for now. I know he is a free spirit but so am I. However, we have remained in contact for almost a year now and we are happy with each other. We are not pining away for each other. But, we are holding onto each other despite our distance and obstacles.