I just called to get a little more information. Basically, I have to go to the hospital and have an evaluation. If they decide that I am in crisis then they will call my insurance company in order to get me authorized, and then I will be admitted. They said an admission would last anywhere from 3 to 10 days. I can sign a 72 hour notice if I decide I only want to be there for 3 days. They like you to stay a bit longer to get more help. I will most likely end up being in the hospital on my birthday.

I lead two lives. Crisis? I'm sitting here at my desk doing work and interacting with people like normal. How %#@&#! up and confusing.