I think that’s the issue. Almost everyone I’ve known has undervalued me. I feel like I keep having to gain accomplishments to prove I am worthy. Mainly to family. Not my dad tho. But I feel like that subconsciously. Upfront, I feel like if I want to do something like my dream, it’s best to just go all out and get it done with a bang.

Another thing is, I try to keep busy to keep the psychosis away.