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The most recent major mania I had was during the last few months of 2018. I was not hyper-religious, per se...I just believed and felt that I had the responsibility to make a public piece of art beautiful (I still think it was ugly, lol). As a result of doing that I was taken in handcuffs to IP..."arrested to the hospital."
So it was more that I felt I was doing God's work. I felt as though God had chosen me to do certain things, take certain actions. But then, I do believe that there is some kind of energy in the universe that creates and harmonizes...I pretty much call that energy "God." I believe that when I'm stable, I mean.
So...I think when I'm manic the natural belief I have about God-energy becomes condensed and narrow, and focused into one action that I must take.
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