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Old Jul 24, 2020, 07:14 PM
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Originally Posted by comrademoomoo View Post
I am a bit confused. If you are so distressed by the prospect of working with her, don't work with her. You are paying and it is entirely voluntary. I understand being apprehensive or anxious, but if you are having such an extreme emotional response perhaps you need to listen to your self and give her the big old swerve. Or maybe you are responding to her as a trigger when your core feeling is actually one of natural apprehension. Either way, you have agency and can make your choices.
I liked her until I scheduled with her then all kinds of old memories and pains came up from other experiences. None of the reaction is at her directly just stirred up by the idea of seeing her. If there are any red flags the first few sessions I will most definitely stop. But... T1 was right to suggest that I have a lot of trouble relating to other women that as a man he can’t really stir up in me to work on it. He can help once it is brought to the surface but with no women in my life it isn’t likely I will just get over it.
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