I feel horrible tonight... I feel defeated and humiliated. I went out on a date with this guy I met online, and near the end of the date he said, "This is a serious question: do you want to hike that?" referring to the large, rocky hiking trail in the distance. "Now?" I asked. "Sure, why not?" He answered in all seriousness. In all honesty, I didn't, because I hadn't planned for this, and I wasn't dressed for hiking-- I was wearing a flimsy top, leggings, and ballet flats... you know, for a dinner date. But, for some retarded reason, I said yes. So there I am, huffing and puffing behind this Army guy who's practically bounding up the rocks, already feeling like a total loser. We get to a climbing point where I am simply not comfortable going up any higher, and so we go down and I fall, hurting both my ankles, scraping my wrist and knee. I felt utterly humiliated and pathetic. He was very nice and helped me back down, but I don't think he'll be contacting me again. I feel awful. I ****ed up. Again. This has to be one of the worst dates I've ever been on, worse than the guy who lied about being totally bald on his profile and spent our entire date looking out the window instead of into my eyes while we talked. I really feel like there is no hope for me. Now I have an ACE bandage on one of my ankles and ice on the other, and I'm trying not to be horrifically upset as I type this. Not working though.