Trying to figure something out, without all the necessary information. Ugh . It isn’t actually possible... and is definitely reminiscent of very early trauma and neglect, most of which I cannot remember. No wonder, maybe, the therapy I had did not have the desired result (although as mentioned before, the t, in fact all 3 of them, were sub optimal for something “complicated” and/or “severe”

Papa bear (my husband) tries to listen (sometimes)

I might (or might not) also put this in a separate thread as I am not currently able to read much in the check in thread, due to time restrictions, and other. (internal restrictions)

Just hung out some sheets.... and confused Papa bear (again)

Am I really that confusing? (rhetorical question which requires NO answer)

I appreciate this space to vent ... I do not find there are many safe spaces irl where I can talk (psychically (Sp?) safe I mean, I am not talking about physically...)

Thinking of deleting this but then it would be of no use to me or possibly any other person who could relate to any of this

Hugs to all, especially to those struggling