Terrible visions over nt. My damnation. Guess He is madder at me than I thought. Thought I was forgiven, but guess no good enuf. Very sad. Also was trying to tell me someone did sthing terrible to me when I was 2. Vusions of that. Mostly, of how terrible I am. I thought if we were baptized and tried our best were forgiven but mine were too terrible I guess. I understand, I do. Just thought I had been forgiven. I guess I did not do it right or something.