She said it in a loving way if you get me she wasn't mean or anything.

I protect everyone as I don't want them to run away. Many friends have ran away when the bipolar comes out. I currently have no friends. Just family. No one friend wise gives a bleep about me. Life gets complicated when your ill right?

Even when im in a middle of a crisis I stay away from people and lie to protect them all.

I personally see that as a good thing? I don't know maybe I've lost the plot here?? I just don't understand where I'm going wrong