So reading all your comments I'm thinking I am selfish. But I still maintain I'm protecting everyone.

Hear me out OK....

Yes I'm not medicated currently.... been maybe 4 or 5 weeks free

Yes I'm doing good not manic not anything just feel human

Yes I'm meant to call people but i know they will want me on meds and I am kinda well more than kinda more like majorly enjoying being free and having freedom

Yes everyone will want me back on them

I'm not experiencing depression, mania or psychosis. I'm possibly hypo-manic but who knows. No-one can tell?

I've been told by my team I seem happier, chirper, calmer than I have been. I feel tranquil.

You will all think I'm crazy and I respect what you are all saying but life is just good at the moment. Although I am chatty and itching to talk but no-one is willing to chat tonight I've contacted people and they are ignoring me. Someone talk to me lol!!!