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Originally Posted by Desoxyn
I already feel that there's no meaning in my life. So it's hard not to do this. I've felt depressed since I was 12 and these chemicals worked for a while - Especially ketamine last year - I managed to go through 6 months of improving myself so they aren't just "chemicals". They work.
Although can have negative effects. But I don't think of them as having zero meaning compared to changing behaviour - Also chemicals are behaviour.
People ingest thousands if not millions of chemicals a day whether they know it or not and it contributes to how they feel.
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I wasn’t saying chemicals to judge so much as to be accurate....there is a difference in receptor when you’re talking endogenous chemicals vs what you take.....one has regulation and ebb and flow and the other is one big dose....it can change the way the receptor responds...if you take one dose and the receptor got supercharged it might just down regulate itself.