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Originally Posted by Desoxyn
I want my receptors to be happy lol...
But no you're right
There's just two sides and I can go to "sobriety" then chase something like a entrepreneur, money, fame, sex, power, relationships, etc.. Or full do it with chemicals.
I like to call them molecules now.. idk..
But yeah I'm gonna read while my mom eats something and then we're going on a hike..
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Des, look, if u did best on an NMDA antagonist, just get one--there a re several and u r smart. Pick one, read more about if it is not ket and play with it. U love playing w ur meds. So, just do that. But get a glutamate drug. They r the only things that truly "cure" all hundred percent of my symptoms. Problem is, they hose short term memory and if u ovetshoot, u end up manic and often psychotic for stimes days or longer. That is why I cannot take one.
Hugs.