Good morning. Waiting for them to come inspect the apartment. Today's just the pre-inspection with the property manager and maintenance person to make sure everything is okay for the actual one. Wednesday is the actual code enforcement inspection.
I actually woke up at 8:30 which is super early for me. I'd like to get in the habit of getting up early again. I used to be an early bird but due to meds I tend to sleep a lot more than I'd like to.
I finally heard from my friend after not hearing from him for a month, so that was nice. He struggles with depression so sometimes he goes through phases where he kind of isolates and doesn't reach out to anyone.
My sister is gonna call me later so I'm looking forward to that.
And I'm pretty proud of myself. I made it through two severe panic attacks recently without using my klonopin. I used tons of coping skills to get me out of them. Of course, there's nothing wrong with taking a med when you need it and it's good to know I have when it is needed.
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“All the darkness in the world cannot extinguish the light of a single candle.” -St. Francis of Assisi
Diagnosis:
Schizoaffective disorder Bipolar type
PTSD
Social Anxiety Disorder
Anorexia Binge/Purge type