I really need a ****ing break or vacation or what ever rich people do

But I don't want to be social and drink

I don't want it to be too hot

I feel not skinny anymore and don't want people to see me without a shirt on

I don't want people laughing all the time yet I wish I could laugh

I'm sick of people caring when they don't mean it

I want to be able to drive and have a car

I want friends that aren't lazy yet not have entrepreneurs talk down to me