Wow,
I have recently been diagnosed with adhd by my psych. She wants to send me to a specialist for further testing but there is a huge factor in my procrastination. I smoke weed to cope with the insanity of adhd. As crazy as it sounds, I smoke marijuana for relief from the exhaustive thinking,thinking,thinking. The messed up thing is weed only makes me amotivated.. And lest we forget the forgetfullness associated with smoking pot. Drinking has also been a means of escape. Many times alcohol has seemed to slow down the thinking process enough, that a level of normalcy occurs. A focus of sorts.
Anyway- I relate because I too have experimented with meth, and the effects were immediate. I felt the veil of scattered thoughts fall into order. It was a surreal feeling of confidence and focus.
However brief the experience I knew that a stimulant could help me but I hate the residual effects of meth. and I am not prepared to live that kind of life so I self-medicate with my smoke and the drink.
Damn- gotta go time has slipped right by .
Best of luck