I lost my job in January/February and was lucky to accept a new job elsewhere in March. March, I was working well, learning all the procedures and then lockdown in the UK happened and I was furloughed for a few months.

I've returned to work this month, I have forgotten some of the procedures and I'm struggling with my bosses expectations. I am really doubting my skills and abilities and getting frustrated. My hours are less than before so I'm not getting the same amount of time to really work on the procedures and make sure I'm picking up on things and remembering them. I am writing down what I have covered but there is also a lot that I won't know until I need to do them.

As a side note, the work environment is also toxic. The boss shouts at people, plays games with people and I feel I don't belong there. I've been told I'm not allowed to set the record straight if I haven't done something and the work was completed by a colleague because I am blaming others.