Yes, it is so hard to let him go. I do think that he does need to grow up. I have no intentions on marrying him right now or leaving with him to the army. There is always one thing after another and now somehting else just occured dealing with another woman. I just found out that this new girl that just started working with him who everyone is all pressed over her well my boyfriend went to the station where she was working at and he asked her if she wanted to go with him for some coffee and she drove with him and that was that, but he told me that he went to her station to talk to her concerning the job and then he left. He just happened to leave the part out about him treating her to coffee. I wonder why that is. I find out a month later through her.He also has been confiding in her and talking to her about me and our relationship. She was like I know more about you then you know more about me because he is always talking about you. He told me that she likes him and that he was inticing her. I am sure he is just doing that to make me jealous, but I don't have time for these games. I mean damn there is one situation after another invloving a woman. When I confronted him he said that it was no big deal and there was nothing to tell. My whole thing is if you are going to bring up something tell the whole story not half of the story. It made me feel like he has something to hide and why is he keeping that a secret. I mean I tell him everything. Anyways, I don't know how much more I can put up with this [censored]. I am really going to have to have a talk with him because it seems like nothing is changing. It seems like it is getting worse. He saids he loves me and he wants to be with me, but he is trippin off this broad at work just how everyone else is trippin. I am getting really fed up. I would be making a huge mistake if I left with him now and/or married him. I can't even trust him. He also always keeps his cell phone on vibrate and he never used to do that before. I think that him leaving would be a good idea and I can't go with him. I deserve so much better and when it comes to other women I cannot trust him on that factor. Other than that issue he treats me real good. So it is like emotionally I am caught in between and right now I have no clue what to do. I grow up in a dysfunctional family as well myself. No you have not hurt my feelings in any way. I understand where you are coming from. Yes, I think that he is taking advantage of me. He has done a lot for me that no other man has ever done for me and treated me better than any other man has treated me, but I know that I do deserve so much better than what I have been getting from him and I have not done things to him to hurt him. Maybe I should start carrying things how he is carrying things. I don't know. What do you think? Thanks again for all the advice and I hope to hear from you soon.
Faith