Yeah I’m pretty depressed. Just about this whole COVID situation and my weight gain from the increase in meds. I think the increase in Geodon is helping although the last few days I haven’t been sure. I said if any med caused weight gain it would be counterproductive. I also automatically am assuming if I get COVID I’m going to die. And it’s just been pretty stressful. My mom thinks I might have been set off by the guy coughing at the store yesterday. My moods seemed to have gone downhill right we left the store.