I went thirsty all day because I was too paranoid to call for food delivery but I did stay by myself today (sounds stupid but big deal for me) and didn't want to SH for grounding and didn't text my husband and didn't hide! I was scared and did go to sleep for awhile but I was home alone for 7+ hrs . I wanted to cry I was so scared and it sounded like someone was drilling the door lock at one point but I made it through without taking my sleeping prn.