0338 hrs. Totally and completely wide awake. 1 hour of sleep in past 47 hours. Gonna start getting psychotic again. Already seeing yellow tracers. Threw back a pound of Depakote to bring me down, but it takes a couple days usually for me. I have more Trilafon if I get psychotic again, so, that's good. Will stay home, no emails or texts or phone calls. No letters sent. Just chill and stay home. No online shopping of any kind. I will make it. Done this before. Doc knows. Nothin' else to do.
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