I'm currently on medication consistently for the past 3-ish month. thought the shot worked really well for you. Why do you want to avoid it? It requires me to go to the center 1x a month and currently I don't want to do that. I hate inconveniencing my husband, large crowed (especially now) plus I have to take other meds anyway, If I remember correctly I was having break through symptoms (not like I'm not now).

How can feeling that be okay in any way shape or form ??? I tend to blow it off as it's just a thought. I have tons of ****ed up thoughts. My H knows. I know I need meds, I don't want meds and honestly I don't think these are working well enough. I know meds can only do so much but how do you know the spot where over medicated and under medicated and just this is just me?